1scorpioseeking, 78

Now Its Time After some years of praying of praying for death,and then when prayer didn't work,cursing God,thinking I could anger Him into ending my life for me, still to no avail.
On Christmas Morning 1998 I reverted back to prayer,instead of just asking for death,I finally got the prayer right,I asked for something to take away my pain.
Call it subliminal call it what you will,but two messages came to me, the first said,"take a long hard look at yourself,you won't like all that you see".
I didn't,so I made a vow, that from that day forward I would strive towards positive change. I don't always succeed,but I do try. We were made to make mistakes.
The second message was just one simple word, W-R-I-T-E, so when I finished praying,I started writing,I don't know a word that would describe the feeling of relief that came over me.
But now I'm in the process of trying to become an established Lyricist.
So Beautiful Lady whomever you might be,here is where you come in.
I'm not looking for you,instead I want you to find me,so I can write songs for and about you and the kind of love you give me reason to feel towards you.
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"May The Best Girl Win"
Lynn